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Picnic

2011-08-20T11:56:00.000-07:00

On the way on ernest's partner car to Marina Barrage!

Our cute kite!

I love this picture! Pls hor it took me long lengths to take this pic k. The sun was SHINING BRIGHT.

I made the kids there soo happy :))))

My best shot of the day

Finally MOVED. We were sitting at the mat behind us previously. COULD YOU SEE?! These ass holes kept saying it wasn't too hot when i was already burning.

Found this long random photo taken by Hayden when we were at Zirca a few months back

pfft i'm mad tired. Night! :)))

Sunday

2011-07-31T02:08:00.000-07:00

Hope you guys had a great weekend! :)))

BOO!

2011-07-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hi guys i am finally 'back'. I understand the super lag of updates but i was really busy! With work! Now that my uob contracted ended finally i have abit of air to myself but then again i am searching for a job again. Have only been to 1 interview. NO CONFIDENCE AT ALL. Boo..

Anw! Finally i have some pictures from my Blackberry. My camera has seriously not been charged for months. And i have not brought it out to some exercise also. So bad that the next time i bring it out, it might just get mad and explode at me.

Here is my dearest god son! Aolin's bb boy Dexter :>

And of course my lil Chloe! I've been spending soo much time with her these days while i'm ~~jobless~~ free. She's really a talkative sweet heart. With PMS.

She threw tantrums and decided to sit alone. zz

A few changes about me.

I'm so in love with Cafe Cartel!!

The mussels..................

My fav seafood spag.

And these few months that i've not blogged regularly, i believe i did mention about my eye infection! Damn disgusting!! Ok it's not that disgusting till blood flew out but i'm serious, i get very very sensitive when it comes to eyes. I mean... I hate the tiny blood vessels!!! I find them utterly gruesome and no joke my hair will stand and i might just shiver and faint.

So, this is practically what happened to my eye.

Maybe it's not gruesome to you people but it's mad gross to me!! It was very red! And it was only around my pupil which made it extra disgusting. Yucks talking about it makes me wanna vomit. So anyway, i wore specs for 1 month of my work time in UOB. HAHA ok no big deal. And i've put a stop to my fake eye lashes and everything. Well since quite sometime ago just that i haven't got time to really camwhore and post. I might do that if i have an iphone with the front camera. BUT I LIKE BLACKBERRY.

Ok to make it up for the disgusting eye i've got there,

You guys can have a picture of the latest me I took this after noon.

MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

Alright! It's midnight already. Shall turn in early. If anyone gets to read this post, i'm so serious i take my hat off you!!! I haven't update for soo long.................................

Good night guys! :>

2011-07-24T21:44:00.000-07:00

I know my blog is dead... So dead.. I promise i'll update it when my eyes are better and when i can wear my lenses and make up then i'll blog more ok?! :( Ive been blogging so much more on tumblr that i ironically start to feel a little bad. But tumblr is seriously so much more interesting. BLOOPS.. But i'll still be blogging here in a week's time!

Meanwhile,

Ask me anything! http://formspring.me/rachjadechen

2011-07-11T21:51:00.000-07:00

woo hoo i'm officially not blogging any more :<

Hmmm

2011-06-26T08:03:00.001-07:00

Decided to get a new tumblr for ranting. Will be posting random thoughts and pictures there more often. Of course this still exist! :) Should be more filling here if u are a heavy eater.

Good night! Muacksss

xxxbunny.tumblr.com

2011

2011-06-26T02:41:00.001-07:00

2011 has been significant for me. Not yet over, but soon. Time flies. It's already coming to an end of June. And finally i came to realize some changes about me.

OK FINE other than not blogging as regularly as i have been for the past few years.

I have not exactly gone out, no party, no drinking no late out nights. All i bother was work. To me work did not take up alot of my time. Afterall it's only Mon-Fri and 9-6pm. But the remaining free time was just purely or resting. I enjoy doing nothing staying at home one whole day over the weekends. I enjoy chilling/catching a movie alone. It has been some time since i last did that because i have darling boy with me wherever i go, whatever i do. Of course, a good thing. I really couldn't remember when was the last time i went out with big bunch of friends, have a good time and laughed everything off. To me, 3 is more than perfect. I'm always hanging out in threes.

I miss Jordan and Jonathan. I miss Xin Yi, I miss Ming Tak, Ernest and Arvel. I miss my MDIS classmate although we were never really close. I miss Wenye.

But also, time has proven that true friendship does not require spending alot of time together. It could be just once every few months, as long as it good, it does not matter where u go or what u do. Moreover how often we meet. And of course, i have only been spending quality time with Chrystal and bf. The last time i spent quality time with Xinyi, cooking over at her place was 3 months ago. The last time i spent quality time with Jordan chilling against the wind was 6 months ago. The last time i spent quality with Chrystal along Orchard rd was 2 months ago. The last time i spent quality time with Ming tak was 4 months ago at Zirca.

I don't know who's bad it is that we are stop hanging out. Everyone proclaimed i'm the busy one. Maybe... If that is the case i'd be busy for the rest of my life. Because the only thing i did was WORK. And boyfriend. If that is how people define busy and 'disturbing' then i'd have nothing to say. Anyway there are always people whom leaves footprints in your life :') It's common.

2011 is the first year i started working full time. My first 4 digit pay ever for 19 years of my life. A good start at UOB. Might not be permanent for long, but definitely has given me very good learning opportunities and a beautiful pen down in my resume for on coming interviews. And i have met some super good pals at work starting from colleagues. Met a very pleasant girl rebecak and a very sweet friend Rhenzon. And others.

June has been the 7th month for me and Shaun. Definitely too good to be true.. We are doing very fine in case you guys are wondering. And we will be doing fine for the rest of our lives. :)

Sincerely hope you guys had an awesome weekend =)

PS: People says i look very different from the neoprints. REALLY MEH?!

Neoprints

2011-06-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

It has been.. 4 months since i last took neoprints. I remember i used to take them weekly when i was in my secondary school and trust me you wouldn't want to see them.

Tomorrow is still a weekend.. Thank god.

Busy bee

2011-06-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

I think i have not blogged for almost 2-3 weeks? Well have been really busy! Busy with work and nothing! :( Hasn't been feeling well for the past whole week either. And i know that my readers are flying away........................ *Shakes head

Well. These couple of weeks my work has been draining me every single day and i do not have much events or other stuffs to do either. I'll be happy to just sleep my weekends away or to spend some time with boyfriend. Anyway, i have came to realize many things either. About choosing people in your life. Long story tell u guys another day LOL.

I think it's funny because for the one small chunk of paragraph ive typed previously. Trust me on this. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT.

AND. My new pets Vivi and Sasa. There's only 1 in this picture which is Vivi because i am biased as sasa keeps bullying him! Well their names come from VISA since we are working for uob doing visa hahahaahaha..

Really cute..

Ok dying to take my afternoon nap.

God damn it i'm behaving like i am 35. Busy with work... Enjoying weekends doing lil things or just staying at home.. Appreciating naps and time spent with love. My god i am only 19!

2011-06-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

Us...

While waiting for darling i bought him my favourite chocolate..

It's pudding flavour! CUTE??!!!!!!

Had lunch at our favourite place.

And our favourite appetizer!

Very nice spinach!

I really love their fried rice....

And we no longer like the normal pork xiao long bao. We super love the crab meat one!!!! Super yummy!!

Looking so heavy...

Could u spot the crab meat or eggs or whatever u call that?? The orange part... It's really.. NICE!
His beef noodles..

He forced me to take a picture of his beef :( I really don't like eating beef... Ok seriously it tastes like pork. Just much more redder and some times there is this beef stench which i don't like. Anyway i don't really like to eat pork too.

Our spinach dumplings.. Very nice too..

"Baby very nice.. U try. U try.. u try!!!" WO BU YAO!!!!!!!!!!!

Got myself 4 pairs of long socks. Ya some thing like 'soccer socks' and yes i am trying to act jap. Anyway they look really cute! Ribbons, stars, hearts and polka dots!

There... I bling-ed the top of boyfriend's key chain. It's blue!

Seriously isn't my portable charger beautiful?! PS: I blinged them myself.... Really love it!

My hair kinda grew longer...

Had a very awesome weekend this week. Nevertheless had a very bad week at work... Shall give my best tomorrow. I hope i won't be having monday blues. Hope i'll have a good hair day and every thing nice will upon me.

Recently many thoughts ran thru my mind...

Don't know where to start typing...

hmmmm....

nevermind. Lol.

ok i 'm gonna turn in. Good night dears.

Finally....

2011-06-10T03:41:00.000-07:00

Finally had a nice off day on Fri, and finally met up with my dearest girl and her lil gem!

Baby Dexter... Soo friggging cute!

The 3 of us.. U can't believe the last time i saw her was one year ago.........

Ok gotta rush out already... Shall post again soon. Anyway i seriously like my hair stylist!

And yes i've dyed my hair if u can notice!

Bye!!!

2011-06-01T09:35:00.000-07:00

Gonna dye my hair. Any place suggestions or good intros? :) Formspring at the side please.
PS: I used to do my hair at Twisters! Feel like trying something new...

Good night people! Love, R.

2011-05-29T00:48:00.001-07:00

Hi guys! I'm going out now looking like that. Haaa no la i wouldn't eat my phone like this in public. Anyway, today's weather seemed pretty nice though it's abit stuffy. Decided to go for a dip in the pool later on. Muackkkkkksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Bye! :)

URGH!!!!

2011-05-28T00:18:00.000-07:00

I regretted snipping my hair!! No i did not go for a hair cut or something. I am regretting some thing which i have done 2 months ago. Hahahaaaahaa ok maybe it was too late but i don't know why! I miss my effing long hair! Probably at the very beginning it was too long, but after cutting several times it's fine already! But i kept wanting it shorter and shorter. For a moment i thought i should just get a man's hair style.

Hair is just something so troubling. :( Am gonna dye my hair to a lighter brown very soon. And hair please grow... I'll water u every day :(

2011-05-24T18:22:00.000-07:00

I'm actually on my way to work. Yes I'm late I woke up late and it's all because of ONE reason. And this is the reason for this post.

I can't describe how pissing is this... This is actually some thing quite personal and well I supposed as 'promised', I'm not supposed to spread or say it out, lest blogging about it. So end of this post you guys will actually catch-no-ball on what I'm saying. If you do, good for u. Or some day if u came across the same thing, u might find my post familiar.

I was 'cheated'. I felt cheated. I was cheated 3 hours of my very precious time that I could have used it to sleep or eat. Ok first question that pops up. WHO. Who on earth 'cheated' me. I'm not going to point fingers or shout names but this is a quite a good friend of mine which I've only known for a short while. Ok without telling me exactly what was the purpose of going with him after work, I went. But I am not stupid because we were rather close and we literally share same thoughts about every thing! And he said was something like a dinner. And I am utterly serious I have no clue that he'll actually be 'using' me. K la actually it's not so bad or as bad as it sounds that's why I have my '. Yes.. In anyways, If I agree to take whatever he or those 'phsyco-ers' said, I have to do these to people around me too. Recruiting. Ok we are not saying this is a fraud or this is some fuck to cheat money. No but to cheat ur time and effort yes. Will u seriously get rich in one year's time? And be like those guys whom drives my fav bm z4 or maserati??? I doubt so. There are about 200 people together with me in the same hall. So everyone of us will be millionaires and drive z4? And this is very popular in overseas. I mean it works.... In singapore. Maybe no?

And I will never ever do these to my good friends or even just hi bye friends and intro them to 'business opportunities'! Never! It's purely because even a blind man can hear how not easy every thing is and u start earning by bringing people in. So it's like u get commission for every person u brought in. So I utterly felt like I was just a chess.

And I felt very disappointed with my friend because I thought he was very ambitious and will be successful and has got open thoughts like I do but little did I expect this is his way to become a millionaire. Ok it might, might work in the future for him. But I'm sorry to say this is not my cup of tea for work. I wanna work with passion. He told me I am not supposed to put interest together with income. In this case I will not make big money. It is not true! He told me to work with values and I don't see any values doing all this. And seriously any 'speaker' whom talked to me yesterday were all talking about the same thing obviously it's like some script. Fuck it man they might as well just leave me a script!!!! I can read it myself!!!!

I didn't exactly regretted going because I know next time if I were to get this kind of things in the future I'll fill them the whole script before they decide on 'preying' on me. I don't know if u guys get what I'm talking about but ps this is a legal thing I'm talking about, not illegal.....

Sigh ok final conclusion I am late because I reached home very late last night!

bye! good day to u people at work/school...

Gloomy weekends

2011-05-22T03:34:00.000-07:00

Hello guys.
Sometimes i just didn't like weekends at all. Do u guys feel the same? U reckon you would rather be working, slogging your way thru for the month better than to stay at home pondering where to go and what to do. Right? I'm seriously i'm the kind of person i'd rather spend all my time working earning money and have not much time to spend it. U definitely can fork out time when ever u want to. But can u fork out money whenever u want to? Money is just so important! Ah... Here goes my philosophy of life. Hahahaahahaa...

I did not forget my promise but i did not manage to take 50 photos... U can have 5 thou :/

Working tomorrow again. Kind of pretty like working although i spend all day long complaining about how much i wish to knock off or sleep till late noon be a 'tai tai'. But i realized when u work time really passes very fast! Week by week passes and i didn't really get to realized that we are coming to an of May already! How fast can that be?! Soon it'll be Aug Sept Oct... Soon it'll be dec. And soon it'll be an of the world. *Tears rolling. I'm dying for this day...

Before i took my nap this afternoon i was just wondering how 'crazy' and over can movies simply too exaggerating! I recalled about Fast and Furious 5 and was imagining myself on a car and some one is actually after me shooting my car. I'm serious i'll be dead scared! I'm not kidding! I might just die of exhaustion in the car of trying to hide the bullets. And i totally don't believe so many cars and people after u, u don't even get ONE shot! I don't really like guns anyway... I like knifes these days. Long long slender knifes... I shall have all of this display at my future home. It's a very good investment. (for myself. -If my boyfriend were to bully me) Anw it's hard. I'm always the one bullying him anyway.

Sometimes, or most of the time i really think i'm such a fuck dup girlfriend :( I have fucking split personality! AND ONCE AGAIN I AM NOT KIDDING!!! I'm serious! I dont know wtf to do other than seeing a shrink. Which i most probably will be... Soon... And i hope it doesn't cost me a bomb. One moment i'm so sweet and demure. Another moment i just feel like killing him! And i can get really crude with my words. Sigh... Poor him. He got pretty freaked out and some times asks me, baby do u know u can behave very differently at many times? It's like completely 2 different person. And i went to google online i have most of the symptoms?! Night mares.. Oh yes i have night mares EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. Oh wait not night. Even NAPS. Headache... Sigh i seriously feel so damn unbalanced now! And guys don't label me as a insane blogger please.. If you guys would wanna add cute-insane-blogger then i'm quite fine with it. *Smiles*

If my next post is full of vulgarities, it's not me...... *sobbing. It's Rachel 2. I should give her a name. I believe my boyfriend should feel very fortunate. He is like dating two different kind of girls at a go! Woooo!

Anw i promised him i'll try to change abit (If it's within my control). So... YA. If i am still the same then i definitely have split personality. YAY #FML

Bye people! Muackkss from R1 and R2! We girls love u!

;(

2011-05-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday! AND I DON'T FEEL GOOD! I don't feel good about myself at all... I wanna go Thailand, Hongkong, TAIWAN... I just don't want to stay in Singapore! The weather is definitely getting better as compared to the past few days. But... The nothing-better-to-do-here does not changes a single bit.

Booked a hotel room and went drinking with Chrystal, Wenye and Ming tak that night. It was pretty random because we actually wanted to go to our fav place for sheesha but the waiting list was horrifying-ly long... So we swopped to drinking. And ta-da, end up i have to look after the 3 of them. This is soo horrible... The girls including me were pretty tipsy and high and first and Ming tak was piggy backing me around. Then randomly 15 minutes later after another short round of drinking he got drunk. I'm not kidding it's dead drunk. Where by after 2nd round i actually got more sober so i was looking after them. Wenye was pretty fine she just stayed STILL on the bed looking tired with a very red face :( Ming Tak started sobbing over the phone with his friend and Chrystal started shouting all over the phone. Then my dear Ming tak starts to vomit and i had to clear it and dragged him out of the room when we were leaving.

Ok here by i swear i'm a perfect nanny.

If anyone is looking for a nanny when drunk. Please drop me an email. Charges apply.

Just kidding.

Nevertheless, the day was awesome. And yup. That was how i spent my Vesak day. LOL.

Just recieved my re test results and i passed 3 out of 4! Waiting for the forth one which i actually have got not much confidence to. Anyway am just very glad that i pass the 3 and i don't have to remodule! So far so good! I'm being such an early bird these days.... I get sleepy by 11pm. And i'm seriously not used to having night lifes any more. Of course i never ever had/fancied one.

SO SLEEPY NOW!

Shall catch some sleep.

PS: I totally understand the lack of pictures but please understand i am forever to lazy to bring my camera out! Tomorrow is a Sunday i promise you guys i will try my best to remember to bring it out and take at least 50 pictures of myself. I promise. I know u guys want to see my face, RIGHT? HAHAHAHAAA i'm waiting for a few more weeks to pass so that i can go dye my hair! BROWN! It's kinda dark brown now... I decided to dye it again but i ought to let it have a good rest. So after 2-3 weeks it should be fine... Look forward to my brown hair ok?!

Good night guys!!

What have i been doing

2011-05-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody! I'm back.. I know i have not been blogging regularly because i simply do not have enough time to! Some times i feel i don't even have sufficient time to sleep... But i always have more and enough time to eat hehehehe..

Oh yes i dyed my hair dark brown!

XIAO LONG BAO!!!! Super satisfying. The thought of it now makes me wanna eat.

We tried the normal minced pork and this crab meat one! This is superlicious!! It's awesome.. Can taste the crab's egg or something... Tastes really awesome.

Was bored that day doodled on my nails and removed them after taking picture. Well i thought i was pretty creative and talented?!

Real sushi for lunch during work with colleagues a few days back.

And finally got the hands on chance for my poppin'cooking! Ok people whom doesn't reads my blog often. It's some thing like powder+water = SWEETS! It's awesome... Konapun is better but it's not edible plus i don't think u can get it in Singapore...

Can u believe it's ALL candies? Even the ''rice'?

Bf and my favourite part! The fish eggs!!!!

And ta da our very very small sushi which is about the size of 1/3 or ur finger. Hehee mine's the one on the right. His is on the left. I thought mine looks better but he insisted his looks better. Hmmmm....

Practically i'm just scheduled with work, abit of schooling and food! Life's pretty good.. Pretty pretty good.. :)

Shall catch u guys again another time! Any questions, my form spring please!

Mwahhhhhhhhhh!

:)

2011-05-07T23:18:00.000-07:00

My colleague showed me this guy on Facebook. No not any handsome dude. Not like Thor... In fact no pictures of him or his girlfriend. It is just a facebook page for people to like it with all his works! It's awesome! And it makes me thinking of my boyfriend and i...

Shall show u guys some pictures so!

By crude or by crook i'll always ask him to let me win. And of course, i always win because he always gives in.
He knows i like the sun whenever we are going out to town or Sentosa...

He'll always flood me with sms "Can't wait to see u!" even just right before we meet every time.. He gets really impatient.. In a good way :)

I don't like rainy days especially when i'm alone at home and the electricity just goes off like that.

He kisses me on my fore head each time i sleep right before him and he calls me sleeping beauty. No, not because i am a beauty. But because i can sleep any/every where.

He loves my cooking..

We bbm each other till we fall asleep every single night...

He'll rush to pick up my call even if he's already in the bathroom.

I remember the night before, i had a horrifying night mare, woke up at 4am and sobbed non stop. Called and yes i woke him up. And he didn't dare to sleep till i sleep because he's afraid i'll be scared again. He comforted me and sang me good night songs.

He always tells me the best gift to him from me will be me loving him forever.

This is our favourite saying! I LOVE YOU T.... THIS MUCH. AND WE REALLY DO THE HAND SIGNS LIKE THIS! ALL THE TIME!!

My colleague sent me this Thor picture saying it makes her think of me!

And the silly him always say the wrong things which agitates the petty me.

We went to the beach and talked about what if we were left without each other some day...

Both of us gained weight when we just got together...

He's always so impatient when he drives but so patient when it comes to me.

:):) He made me realize alot of things in life. I love u Shaun Wong!

If u are interested in this guy's works, go search HJ story from Facebook u'll see it!

Can't wait to see baby later.

HELLO

2011-05-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

HI!

Yes i am just too bored and here to say hi before i sleep. I stopped noticing time. I have not realized time flies for the past few days. I'd have always think it's only 10plus odd but it always happens to be 12plus 1 already! Like now it's 11pm i thought it was only 8 without remembering boyfriend just left my place at 10.30. Zzzzzzzzzz i'm such a zombie. With no clock at home.

Said bye bye to my long weekends and tomorrow is a brand new day where i mug for work again. Gotta start mugging for real for my retests next next week which honestly i can't help it but to be pretty unbothered. I hate studying. Even when i've started working i do not miss studying like most people do. I LOATH STUDYING THE MOST.

I lost interest in studying since i was 14. PS That was since 5 years ago.

Had an awesome day today. Caught "Thor" with Chrystal again because i simply love the guy so much! Chris Hemsworth. I'm serious i'm willing to watch it another 27 times again. Don't ask me why 27 but it's just 27. He's simply so mad attractive that he melted me and glued me to the cinema seat. No not so exaggerating but yes i was liquified.

AND. Voting. -Hotness topic for the month. No, not hot enough for me because i don't have to vote! I'm sorry ah this issue is very sensitive but i still have to say i don't care their lorries going around the block very noisy!! Very very irritating! Early in the morning 8am talk about government ruined my beautiful weekends :( So sickening with their loud speakers. Irritants to the max.

Ok shall turn in soon already! Getting sleepy before 12pm every day. Very good! Good start for a workaholic! Hahahaha good night people! Lovvvveeeeyyysysyssysyssssssssssssssss!

Finally

2011-05-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

Finally i have the decency to blog something decent. Finally i have pictures but like i said i have not brought my camera out for 2348389489389 donkey years so all the pictures are taken by my blackberry. Well they are kinda clear!

Very busy with work these days. Have been thinking for the past one week about money! Nothing but money! Very busy with earning money... Don't even know will i have the health/energy to spend them sigh. But spending money is fast! U can do them online/anywhere muahaha... Saving is very crucial for me too though.

Ok enough of ranting. Damn even my pathetic proper blog post after so long i still need to nag about money. Pui.

Anyway went Sentosa with Sweetheart today! Very upset because no sun. Happy because it's windy after the drizzle...

Ta da, finally, pictures!

A super fufilling day! Love the tram right... Shall visit Night Safari really soon.

Anyway work is good. Colleagues are nice. Getting better... Work is pretty carefree, pay is good. I LIKE!! I LIKE!!!!! Pardon me for this half dead blog because i really have got loads to do! Another paper coming up next week zzz.

Bye! Love u guysss muack!

Anyway i shed off 2kg in a week. Anorexic..

My god

2011-04-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

Please watch it if u have not! The guy is freaking attractive... I spent my whole morning researching about him!

Strangers, again

2011-04-23T22:27:00.000-07:00

Relationships... Some people kind of lost hope for it. Well i don't mean i did but somehow, once or another probably yes.

Well. Your first relationship will always be the one leaving you the hardest, deepest impression. No matter how young were you back then, you would have never felt that choice was stupid. Maybe the crazily in love part was. But not the decisions you have made. Not even till today. Which at my age would probably be at least 5 years ago.

Relationships are not always a hassle. Some times they end well, some time they don't. Sometimes time after time you guys can still be friends, sometimes no. Nevertheless am i right to say affection doesn't always lasts? And after time people always take each other for granted? Example times one party waited for the other to be home in order for him/herself to sleep in peace. In the beginning it's always sweet. Waiting patiently... The other party will thank god for having such a wonderful, meticulous partner whom waits up for u all the time. As time goes by, it gets ANNOYING.

The other party starts to find u ANNOYING. "Why can't u just go to bed without me? What is wrong with u? U can't sleep when i'm not home? This is insane! In the first place we are living seperately! U are so mentally unbalanced!" There goes the call.

U get annoyed, probably by yourself. Can't stop dialing. Probably to rush the party back or probably to argue. "What is wrong with u! U used to say i'm sweet for waiting up. And it's already 2am u told me u'll be back by 1!" WHATEVER! There goes the call again. Never ending problems.. Never ending. This occured because of a few 'human-reasons'. First, u got more and more impatient with the party u are waiting for. There are always reasons for him/her to go out and mix around. And it's never enough. U are definitely sick of waiting up for his/her not punctual promises. Second, HE/SHE just wanna have some fun and wish he/she can leave his/her phone at home without you being such a hassle making his phone a din among his/her friends. Wished his/her friends can stop commenting that u have a very low-self esteem partner.

We are all mentally unbalance.

The comfortable stage between u and ur guy.
For me it's not hard to get to that start because i feel comfortable with most people. Just if it happens like it did in the video i have no idea. Usually women are sick. They prompt stupid questions for an answer they'll never wanna hear you say it. If u don't, the war starts. But of course when u did, the war still starts. Questions like: "Is ur ex girlfriend pretty?" Yes. - U are such a superficial jerk. No. - Don't lie please i've seen her facebook before. Why are u such a hypocrite?

Girls are just sick. Women are WORST.

Maybe that's the reason why there are more and more gays. Now, men have more choices.

And then again, no matter how long a relationship lasted or how long u urself expect it to last, it does not matter because that wouldn't be the fact. People whom dated 8 years can break up instantly what else? Why is it so hard for two person to accomodate/change/improve? It's practically because every one is different. No matter how matching or compatible they are, they are still different.

Laziest blogger

2011-04-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody! I'm soo lack of updates and photos. I think i should be nominated as the world laziest blogger ever! Nah just kidding'! I'm busy and have no pictures for updates! No i did not go anywhere special! No i did not meet up with special friends i've not met for donkey years for example AO LIN, CHUA JUN MING, JORDAN CHUA, LI LING MIQI and JONATHAN TAN. Oh sorry i have to caps their name and call them out in their full name so as to show my anxiety in wanting to meet them so badly. (Other than Li ling whom i've forgotten her actual surname!)

It'll be my first day of work tomorrow and Shan says i should be sobbing over it. No i am not! And yes i'm excited! Excited because i'll only be working one day for the week since Friday is public holiday LOL. Well excited because it's gonna be a brand new environment and i can say this is my first actual full time job other than those stupid sale associate. Ya i think it's pretty exciting up till here... I remember when i was younger i dread such scenes. I don't like to start school or work in a new environment because i don't like to have nobody i know around me! But it has been years since i last feel this way... I kind of adapted to going to new environments. Sadly, the fact is schooling is so different from work. Well, u see, it's ok to have no friends in school. At most u just flunk all ur group works and receives no help from classmates. And the actual fact is u still benefit being a loner because u have no distraction in class and u will eventually pass everything with flying colors! That was what applies to me for the first sem in school. Well it wasn't because my classmates are hard to adapt to. I just didn't pay attention to any body since my priority and only concern was to study. But then again time after time u can't help gossipping...

Work is different. No friends means nobody is going to render u help when u need one. No connections, no promotions. Work is alot more superficial. But it's nice having some colleagues for sure. But time flies! I'm facing such situations myself already. Well probably it's because i have no studied enough compared to others whom made it to JC or poly but well... therefore i will have more life experiences than them! HAHAHAHA I love consoling myself.

Work shall look forward to me tomorrow.
:)

F***

2011-04-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

Ok i know i sound really frustrated but actually i am not. I'm fine! Just feeling abit screwed... Ok very screwed. About everything! I'm starting work this coming Thurs. No i'm not really excited. But neither am i nervous. I'll be working in UOB's main office near town. So... Ya. Sigh life's not sailing smooth.. Lag of time and pictures to update even. There is like never enough time for ANY THING. I'm so serious this shit sucks. Life sucks!! I'm a freaking sadist. But i think i'm a happy sadist. Kept forgetting i have night classes on Monday! FFFFFF...

I know my blog is soo dead

2011-04-10T22:34:00.000-07:00

Didnt have much stuffs to blog these couple of days or week. Have not brought my camera out for weeks so i only have pictures from my bb. (Which i really thought was kinda clear)

Met my all-time-fav after... THREE YEARS? U can't believe it but yes i'm serious it has been 3 years! Since i last saw her. But something funny. Nothing about us changed. Not the way we laugh, not the way we gossip, not the way we talk or hug. We are still completely the same! No awkward moments... She's awesome. Met up with her together with Chrystal. It was awesome! We had coffee. Was forced to play monopoly deal with her (Like how Xinyi always force me to). I seriously DO NOT find it fun at all... Anyway, had dinner with seesha at Haji Lane. I'm so amazed i still remember the route! When i've only been there once a year ago. My memory improved.

I think my nose kind of grew sharper... Hmmmm.. To my readers, I HAVE NOT DONE MY DESIRED NOSE JOB YET! So stop saying i've done it...

Ps Boyfriend says i slimmed down. YAYYYY. This has been the shortest hair length i had for 3 years. Nevertheless i think it's not short enough... Feel like having it shorter. My hair previously was soo long! At least 4 inches were snipped. Taken from her iphone and from her iphone to my bb directly. I love front cameras :( Blackberry should have such a function...

Love her!

Were talking about old secondary school stuffs. We have done so much silly things together before! Why didn't we just appreciate life as to go school, learn, have some coffee and play some card games? Why do we have to do all sorts of stupid things and get into all sorts of trouble and in the end we have our education screwed.

Love. WE SIMPLY LOVE THIS PHOTO SO MUCH.

Ok i'm so glad finally i blogged. Today is the first day of my part time night lessons! Good day to me! And u guys! MUACK! PS sigh blogger likes to squeeze my words together. WHY!

Busy bee

2011-04-04T07:01:00.000-07:00

Not much pictures... Ever since i had my bb i have not brought the camera out for like weeks!! So, no pictures! I won't be update so often on my blog. Probably my twitter.... ;)

Good luck for my interview on Wed! I am always prone to working at far faraway places...

Good night!

EH HELLO!

2011-03-30T00:44:00.000-07:00

I'm so busy these couple of days. Busy with my bb! Hahahahahahaha ok la i was quite occupied with work and some preparation for my failing modules. This shit sucks i literally failed every thing! It's ok i'll do well the second try. I ~~think~~ Nothing enriching in my life. AT ALL. No pictures. Don't feel pretty. Life sucks. Someone at my Formspring said i did nose job. Fillers or what. Omg should i be mad happy or what?!!! I always wanted to do a nose job now someone actually said i've done it when i haven't (yet)! Probably i could have saved a few thousand dollars already... Sigh headache so tired! Gonna sleep again! Bye!

Days

2011-03-26T13:26:00.000-07:00

Thursday Mediacorp game assistant!

Fetching Ernest from work..

BBQ Friday night! Gosh Keppel's bay penthouse are so beautiful.. Capping at 7.4 million. Hmmmmm.... By the way. This is only the 2nd time in my 19 years life i BBQ-ed.

His love nugget for me!

I look tall with heels.

They are burnt but they are really nice! Especially the hot dog! With honey on them!!

The cute metal ball we took photo with above just suddenly splash out water and got my cute boxers wet. Tried to capture it 3 times, failed.

My dearest.

Yes. He is delighted kicking the water.

Super clear water!!!

Fai..

Sat there till 2am whereby all lights were off.

Ok fine. This is how i look without make up. Just a tint of thin eyeliner on my lid.

And i didn't have time to do a make up post for the reader request but oh well here comes something like that.

This is my half done eye one without fake eye lashes.

Ok many people asks me about my bottom eye lash. I have no idea. They seriously just come naturally in sets..

Camwhore!

Sigh, just couldn't decide on iphone or blackberry. Think i'll get my blackberry as desired tomorrow. U see, black berry is just plain class! I know u don't have much choices of apps and u literally can't play games like whatever entertainment iphone can give u. But i'm serious they are too over rated. Well at least for me. And i can't stand touch screen phones! BB here i come!!

Should i cut bangs?

2011-03-24T20:26:00.000-07:00

You guys will be really lovable if u guys can tell this very fickleminded girl if she should dye her hair or leave it black and most important to get bangs or not.

Fill them up in my Formspring. Love u guys! Hee hee Hugs!!

Busy bee!

2011-03-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

I'm serious i have so effing much to do! I am looking for a full time job so that i can get my ass of that fuck dup workplace with disgusting people. Also, i have to fork out time to study for all my retests and make time for my remodule lessons. I'm so effing busy! Have interviews to hop and filming this Thurs. Hope i won't die running in the mall.

I'm pondering so hard about jobs! Why is it so hard to start working in the society! The worst part is i want to do something irrelevant to what i've studied. Because as far as now i can say i'm not very interested in the tourism line! Will take up part time business degree after working for some time. So much to do, so little time!!

Will update when i have time lovelies. So much to catch up... With secondary school friends and my dearest Aolin! Am totally looking forward to see her baby boy in a few months' time.

All the best to myself! (Since i don't get that much blessings i shall just wish myself LOL)

Bye! Good night!

National Museum

2011-03-20T20:29:00.000-07:00

Finally we arrived!

The damn not clear self timer shot. Hate it because i love this pic.

History Gallery.

Real results slip?! But it's kinda weird. It says 1936. Spore independent liao meh?! Why got spore girls sch..

It looks damn Zirca here.

Did u see that?! COLD STORAGE!!

I'm really curious how to put this in ur wallet!

FOOD.

Really love the food gallery the most. Look what they've got!

TU TU KUEY! :)

They sell tutu kuey like selling ice cream! So cute.

Moon cakes!

Can say i love this picture the most. Love the colorful glass jars.

Makes me think of the same stairs at chijmes.

Films and Wayang.

The lugguage looks damn Gucci. Hahaha..

I was telling baby the locks look so tiffany&co.!

HAND CUFFS. WOW... Why so fancifully designed!

Fashion.

Super retrolicious!

Pretty hair dryers!

Buttons!

This is my son..

He goes to school,

Cooks,

plays,

And sleep! :)

Camwhore. -My brother's beret.

Had an awesome day. *Smiles.

A request from reader

2011-03-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

For my non made up face

PS Have to remove my bikini photos because my boyfriend does not wants my boobs to be revealed!

2011-03-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

Went back to school in the morning to get some stuffs done, then to Xin Yi's place and fetched darling from work.

Passed by this... Robinson Centre or something. Doesn't it looks so London?

On my way to school...

....

Flowers..

School's new renovation! Kopitiam! My god i have really not been there for months..

Back to her place for cooking.

My super ah lian can smoke and cook at the same time.

The bake potato. My god love the cheese!

Our cha soba.

My fried rice! I did this all my myself! All the cutting and washings! Oh yes i think i washed at least 20 plates today.

SCARY PICTURE.

Be prepared.

If u guys ever wanna have a tattoo, better make sure u guys don't regret it! LIKE ME! I mean i didn't regret mine. If not if you don't like the design or anything. U will end up lasering it away. And end up like this,

FUCKING SCARY RIGHT?! This is only the second time of the treatment. She has to go through another 5/6 times. Poor thing.. I'm serious! She said it is the worst part she has even encounter. Alot more than placing a tattoo.

US!

Had an awesome day. Tired now.....

Just another post

2011-03-13T09:23:00.000-07:00

My happy bf fixing the lamp

Nah u guys happy right my side parting!

Our favourite Ikea food.

Why does nobody seems to like my black hair... Someone at Formspring told me i look better in brown. HOW COME?! I prefer black though...

Going back to school to settle some stuffs tomorrow. Will be going to XinYi's place to bake cookies. Omg mad excited! So long since i last saw her! Miss her!!!

Goodnight!

2011-03-12T08:49:00.000-08:00

Time for u to be secretive! Ask me anything!

http://formspring.me/rachjadechen

Rushing thoughts

2011-03-12T06:09:00.000-08:00

Sometimes people just grow up so fast they didn't have enough time to realize...

All these thoughts kept coming to me for the past few days and maybe it kinda made me realized quite abit about life here and there and perhaps so much more about myself.
I'm actually not that kind of person whom knows that alot about myself. In fact i actually know nothing. Somtimes i feel even my boyfriend knows me better than i do although he says he does not understand me at times well the fact is i do not understand myself too! Sometimes i feel have split personality. Like serious sorts... Sometimes i feel very nice. Sometimes i think i should DIE. Ok i mean the part about being nice is not about myself. It's feeling nice about everything, everything around me. Being very submissive, indecisive... I called being indecisive a good part of me because i am really a better person when i am indecisive! When i can't decide where to go, what to eat, what to wear.. I'm more of a. NICE PERSON. If i am super decisive and persistant on something then i bet i am feeling really horrible that particular day. Although sometimes thinking of what to wear really pissed me off at the end of the day and i'd rather not go out.

Last time when u were younger u had so-so results and ur parents will harp about it u'll tell them "Please lor, my classmates all fail leh!" Even if it's not true u have to fabricate it to make yourself look better. Oh well...
Yet as time goes by such things do not happen any more!! Seriously how i wish they do... Although my parents do not question me about my results or performance at work and i do not have to account to anybody but sometimes i account overly much to myself. How much i wish i will simply just compare myself with those good-for-nothing so that i feel better. It's effing demoralizing to see people around me whom did not score as well as i did for PSLE making it into JC(s). I know i can make it to one too i swear! People i know from Normal Technical went to ITE and slowing rise to poly but i didn't even make it. I was prejudice against myself and the ITE courses given to me because i know i won't be able to concentrate well all the same after 5 years of not doing well in secondary school. Despite a chance to repeat my final year in secondary school, still, i did not do my best at all. It's serious depriving to know i would have done it but i just missed the chance instantly. I reallly wanna go into a university. So what can i do now? Forsake the private diploma i'm going to graduate in just a few months time, go to ITE, mug super hard get into poly and mug VERY VERY hard to get into a uni? It sounds so hard. And sad to say the thought of it already makes me feel like giving up.

I'm such a weird person, ain't i? :(

Sadly to say i don't compare myself with people whom did not do as well as me but i compare myself with people 10 times better than me! Yes to make myself feel demoralized. I'm so sick. Why can't everything just be like when i was in my primary school... Where by pulling off a lie to comfort myself was so easy!!

I'm serious i do not know wtf have i done to myself since 2005. Nothing went right man... Nevertheless there are always awesome decisions i've made and had never regret to them. Cheers to Chrystal Yang and my friendship with her for 5 years and counting! Although we do quarrel at times but it's always over after 1 day. Beautiful friends i've made, Darshini... Xin Yi. JORDAN. Mingtak. I might not have alot of friends but i'm sure i have friends that i have good memories with. I totally believe quality is more important than quantity.

:)

Even my younger brother has grown up! So many a times it totally feels like i'm his younger sister. Well it's not exactly i believe like i'm 10 but... I don't know! It just feels so! He nags at me for things he does not like me to do. Whereby honestly there's nothing much for me to nag at him either. And i don't scold him! Cos i'll lose! I can't hit him! COS I'll LOSE!! He's a taekwando black belt for ur info. I'm definitely not that stupid. But of course he does not hits me. We only hit each other when we were really young like i was maybe only 10 and he was 7 and we thought wrestling was really fun. None of us got really hurt before.

He's doing very well in his studies and i'm mad envious. Sigh i think i should start to be very nice to him so that when i'm old someone will support me if i do not have kids. I'm such a sadistic i can for see myself sleeping under blocks and bus stops. Sad to the max.

Now i don't even know where to start looking for full time jobs. Felt that my entire life is RUINED after my damn secondary school education. Planned to be an air stewardess after getting my diploma, now lost thoughts for it already. Partially my boyfriend can't agree to it too.. Chose to study Tourism after Mass Com and Business because thought i might want to work in the Tourism industry which is very big now so i won't have an empty rice bowl. But now i feel like working admin so that i can dress nice nice take mrt to work. Hahahahaaaa...

Of course. Above every negative thing i've mentioned above. The best will always be my dearest boyfriend whom has been there for me since the first day we got together. I promise u i'll love u forever!!

Final conclusion: After all i am still a lucky girl.

Just another post...

2011-03-10T08:53:00.000-08:00

TO LET U GUYS SEE MY FACE! I KNOW U GUYS MISS ME!!!!!

I told u i should have center parting

2011-03-08T21:02:00.000-08:00

PS this is not photoshop. It's just an online ap..

My taylor swift hair! Hahahahaha i still purposely go edit my brows!!! DO I LOOK LIKE HER? HAHAHA

Woo hoo i look like some tranny.

So fun! Kept me occupied the whole after noon!

The funny calendar

2011-03-06T23:37:00.000-08:00

January -Jeanette Aw

Many people didn't like her. But honestly i kinda like her. I mean definitely not the way she talks or act but her face! Her style! But poor thing she's forever stucked with' Nyona'. Even her photoshoot they requested her to take the green nonya kuey...

Febuary -Li Nan Xing

Despite this photo looking damn 70's, he looks mad young here! I think he's man...

March -Michelle Chia

All time diva. Sexy, curvy, luxurious hair. Marry a handsome guy. Likable...

April -Ferlicia Chin

No she really doesn't looks appealing to me in this picture at all. Admit it, u did plastic surgery!

May -U can't believe i actually do not know his name. 'E' something... It's ok he looks like the miniature hulk in the car garage anyway.

June -Fann Wong

Hahahahahaahahhhhaaa she definitely has that face in this picture! Come f*** me i'm a china whore! Didn't really quite like her though i think she's really pretty with black hair and bangs. She should keep bangs! She has a really long and ugly fore head!!! Once again she looks damn funny! She's so lucky!!!!! (Christopher Lee)

July -Rui En

I simply can't help but conclude she actually looks like a bull dog. I swear i really think she did plastic surgery! She's kinda pretty in the 9pm show! Nevertheless she's so slender...

I like her picture concept the most. No semi-naked. No china whores, no oldies.. Love the idea of the plant growing in a starbucks cup!

August -The one i hate most all time.

FIONA XIE.

I don't care if guys find her pretty or sexy or ok probably she is, both, but i still hate her! To the hard core max i might just kill her if i see her on the street. The truth is i did. Hahahahahhaaha ok i mean i did see her on the street before really long time ago. She was in her shades trying to let no one noticed her so guess what i did. I shouted very loudly across the street. FIONA! I was only 10 i think. I was such a brillant child.

Oh yes i purposely took the picture like this because i hate her face. If u guys are ever interested there you go,

You can have a full view of her "Suck-rich-cock" bitch face.

September -Tay Ping Hui

Another awesome shot because i am a September baby!!! Hahhahaaahahahahahhahaa

October -Joanna Peh

Another lucky nonya whom got some rich angmoh as her boyfriend. I don't really like her face. But her as a whole yes. Don't find her pretty but nevertheless very envious of her qualifications!!She seems quite nice on Twitter... But i don't like her BIG TEETH.

November -Dai Yang Tian

No comments.

December -Zoe Tay!

She has an exclaimation mark because i like her! I think she's the prettiest mum! EVER! She looks so sexy in purple. I can see her cleavage..... I like!

A zoom in of her angelic face!

Nice 2011 calendar.

Yesterday!

Sigh my boyfriend can ever look so good feeling upset. HAHA

Mahjong till morning at MingTak's place. ZzzZZzzz the thought of it and the vodka makes me wanna vomit!

Pretty pink chips!

MingTak teaching her how to play...

Gossip girls again! :) Love them to the max.

My fav min-maid orange juice every morning.

Hahhaahha the cat under baby's blk. We call it the cow! I can't stop laughing don't u think it seriously looks like a cow eating grass?!?!?!!! I am so mad creative.

Am waiting for boyfriend to wake up! Enjoy ur Monday BLUESSSSSS people!

PS: Why do u guys have to do this 'on-par' thing for my poll about my hair?! Black 0r brown?!!!

I am back!!

2011-03-05T20:14:00.000-08:00

For a short while.

Well have been pretty busy with work this whole week. By the time i reach home i'm usually dead beat. Definitely to tired to blog..

Anyway. You guys will be super inhuman if you don't find the below SUPER adorable.

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TADA MR BEAN! Omg did u guys see the advertisement for broadcasting on TV? I don't know why i seriously have this fetish to the bean! Don't you people actually think it looks MAD adorable and super pleasing? Each time i saw its pictures of advertisement i'll just smile to myself like some gaga. So yesterday when i saw the advertisement again and bf's place i can't conquer my very own excitement so i told him, "Baby, how i wish our son just looks like that.. So cute!"

Bf: NO? All his friends/classmates will laugh at him!

Me: You mean u won't enroll him into a school?

Bf: NO? How to go to school like that? With a leaf on his head.

Then we laughed non stop... Omg i'm so obsessed with the bean. Very very obsessed....

Ok my post is just about the bean. HA!!!

The last day of Feb

2011-02-28T17:47:00.000-08:00

Had an awesome day at Chrystal's place camwhoring and town at night. Met up with Sharnice after her work and we crapped for hours, left her laughing to death like some dying OL. Anyway cut my hair shorter. Pretty like the length but feel like cutting it shorter...

My hair looks quite funny here. But, whatever.

Love her! Can't believe we have been friends for.... 5-6 years and it's still going on. Found some old photos in her computer which i totally believe we look like jokes. Shall post them up some time when i'm free so that u guys can have a good laugh.

Sharnice! *Love love love.

Ok i have to leave house for work now. Feeling mad sleepy... Don't even have time/energy to play my viwawa these days. Gotta go! Bye!!

2011-02-25T20:45:00.001-08:00

I've got freaking nothing better to do on a very-good-looking-sat but the fact is it doesn't even looks good to me. I have nothing to do so i am here to rant everything right in my head. I am thinking and wondering why do i always say no to whatever events my friends ask me to attend. Be it birthday parties or gathering. I always say no no no just because i'm not good with crowds and i do not like their 'functions'. And in the very end nobody asks me out any more! Even if it's just a class chalet or an ex-class chalet or gathering i have promptly rejected a few hundred times.

I think i am really so weird.

I'm actually a pretty out going person. I'm DEFINITELY sociable although i totally do not look like one. My superiors or colleagues always tells me i am sociable and this benefits me when i officially go out to the society and work because connections are very important. (Ya i heard hell loads about connections ever since i was preferably quite young. Ya whatever.) Connections are important thus colleagues are not supposed to be who u just hang out in during work. It's some thing like your school mates. Or classmates. You guys can't just be close hanging every day in school for 6 hours, don't go out and everything. Ok up till here i have absolute no idea what am i talking about.

All these shit started because i was hopping around facebook, looking at my friends' 'tagged photos'. Person A has 1284 tagged persons. Person B has 583 tagged photos. Person C has 89 tagged photos and 80% of the photos are tagged by herself. Fk that's me!! I DO NOT, i repeat, do not have photos whereby most or all girls have, those group photos with hell loads of other girls with short short dresses and high high heels. With brown brown hair and in a dark dark background obviously to be some clubs. No i do not have them! Neither do i have group photos having BBQ or gathering in a chalet! So the truth is i am not sociable at all! Guess what i have not been to a chalet before. Families and ex-boyfriend's family side yes. Friends no! Have only gone BBQ with classmates once which from what i remembered wasn't even fun i only drank one can of Coke and cycled around. (Don't know what was it about BBQ either).

So why do people say i am sociable?!?!?!!!

Think this has got something to do with EQ... I bet my EQ is better than my IQ because IQ can come from very simple things like counting the 'bamboo shoots' on your mahjong tiles while took me 5 seconds to decide if i want to 'chi' or not. (Based on last night's mahjong experience). IQ has definitely something to do with your brain. Hahahahahha from such sentence any one can actually tell that my IQ is pretty low.

EQ wise i'm ok. I'm still living up to it.

My friends around me are always busy with their own things! I am COMPLETELY like my bf. We are totally similar. I am somebody whom leads a very cautious life of my own. I care alot about my own life with myself and people around me which is probably just my bf and family. Nothing much about friends and colleagues. I guess he's like that too although his friends are pretty important too. Ok he has sports to tag along too. (It's 1000x better than drinking though). I don't do sports, i don't really drink, i hate crowds, i hate gatherings. I hate everything! That's why i look like some drown loser.

I click with people very easily and very well because i'm pretty easy going and super straight forward. It's true that it can be quite offending at times but i'm serious i don't care! HA. It's my opinion right. And yes i am kinda really bad tempered nevertheless i'm very forgiving because i am very forgetful.

Unlike people i am always with in the past, friends and colleagues were VERY important. It's as though they'll definitely bring you to 'somewhere' far next time soon in the near future. The mutual understanding of being close with colleagues is important and necessary so that whenever you need help someone can assist is true! NEVERTHELESS, you are not supposed to overlook other people for all this 'assistance'. It's as good as me entertaining all my friends every now and then to party because i thought they might be able to assist me in ways one or another. So what? You are not gonna assist yourself? You are just going to wait for people to give you opportunities and chances? I am not saying these are not important. They are. But not as important as other MORE important things you will be willing to exchange for. Was saying, then i'll spend my whole night every single day party-ing, have hell loads of friends (But probably no true ones), 839 friends in Facebook, 2749 tagged photos and 48 requests everyday. BUT. I do not have someone i know i will spend the rest of my life with or someone whom i will have to rely on when i have problems. HELL NO. I'd rather live in my situation with 348 friends, 89 tagged photos (80% tagged by myself) and 23 friend requests hanging there since 4 months ago. I'm totally ok with that. PS: But things can be better if i am slimmer, prettier that comes in a package from head to toe. And i am in some prestige JC. LOL

Ah feel so much better after ranting whatever i have in my head. Final conclusion of this post is that i am not really sociable, it depends. And i have my priorities in my life which i believe i will not regret to.

The most important thing about living is not to regret anything you have done or you have not. Isn't it??

Gah gonna take my nap that marks the start of my gloomy Saturday! Aidos guys!

kbox

2011-02-23T07:09:00.000-08:00

I blog because i wanna post this picture for the sake of posting it!! Hahhahahaaaha my hair is so black i'm so happy bout' it. Although i look VERY act cute and FAT. But accept it la my hair looks so silky when it's black!

Girls are trouble some

2011-02-22T22:51:00.000-08:00

Sometimes u just can't make up your mind to dye it black or brown. Ok maybe it's just me. I actually like brown hair and i bet every girl does. Because 98% of the girls at town have brown hair!!! it's looking more and more typical though. I bet every girl wants to act jap very badly ~~including me~~. But anyway i HAVE ALREADY dyed my hair black. Decided to leave it this way. And i think i look 6 years older. Every year my hair color and pattern is changing! Nothing is constant...

My brown hair series

Black

Actually this was taken today 10 mins ago before i go out LOL

This was still dark brown i think.

Dark brown

Anyway i've dyed it fully black. VERY BLACK BLACK. Yup hopefully i won't change my mind again. hahhhhahahaha actually i wanna dye it brown but bf does not really likes it! Ok honestly if i look fugging pretty i'll sure keep my hair black. FOR SURE! Because when u are pretty and your hair is black u are freaking ASIAN beauty! If not u better than ur hair and get some attention.

Now i think i should dye my hair.

Wanna do it dark red actually. Ok shall leave it like this for weeks before deciding.

Out for kbox! Bye!!

PS. Do the poll for me at the top right hand side about my hair!! Love youuuuuuuuuu guys!

TGIF

2011-02-19T06:32:00.000-08:00

Spend nights at bf's place. Right now i'm typing in the dark while he's sleeping soundly beside me. Today was awesome although we spent half of the day at home. Morning went to Turf City to watch him play soccer, then on our way back we were mad hungry and bought hell loads of food and dessert. After eating, went back to the room and game all the way till he's hungry for dinner time. I think this is the sweetest day anyone can never expect or realize. But i do! Seriously i do! :) Laughing while eating together with him.. Laughed till we can't even catch our breathe and nearly spit all the food out. Every single little thing...

Tomorrow is Sunday. And i hate Sunday.

Today is Chrystal's birthday! Happy birthday dear girl. Hope you are having an awesome time with your friends right now. I love u!

PS My bf's snoring!!!!!!!!!!

Popin' Cookin' #3 - たのしいおすしやさん (Sushi)

2011-02-17T17:59:00.000-08:00

This is so fugging mad cute i swear. Anyone going to Japan can get this for me? :(
They are edible can u believe it?!?! They are freaking gummies!!!!

Violence in public

2011-02-17T09:50:00.000-08:00

It's 2am now and i am mad tired but i don't feel good without blogging what happened today today so that i can vent my anger and rant all i want here!!! My bf and i actually fucking met a fucking physco in the bus.

First of all we were waiting for the bus at Amk interchange. The bus Q was damn long and just nice the bus came so we stood at the side waiting for people to get up then we got up. Probably left a few people and we tried we got our way up. Then THIS MOTHER FUCKER KNN CCB just shoved his way and pushed us SUPER duper hard i swear. And scold us fuckers. He pushed me freaking hard I SWEAR I WANTED TO PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE. I lost control ttm and can't really think but thank god i was so much better compared to when i was younger, so i just kicked him for pushing his way through. Guess what, he punched me in my tummy. WTF? So bf was quarrelling with him to the max they kindof started fighting. I swear to god he's fucking insane. The 3 of us being quarrelling in the bus. He kept scolding me bitch and my bf's son of a bitch. He's fucking insane i swear. Then when we scolded him back he gave that fucking fuckup face and goes blah blah blah whatever. FUCKING INSANE NB CB. He's in his 30's looking really petite, in ugly formal way with a disgusting side curry puff parting. HEY FUCK HIM I"M SERIOUS!! K then everyone in the bus were looking and us (So people please inform me if i am on stomp thank u) www.twitter.com/rachechen

When it was our turn to alight, baby didnt wanna alight, didn't wanna let the matter rest so he followed the guy when he alighted. They could even nearly fight while crossing the road!!!! Bf just die die want him to stop. And that jerk just die die didn't want to stop. I had to follow them and run streets. I was wearing heels. Was fking tired chasing and chasing but i was so scared bf will beat him up and get into some serious shit. Chased and chased for streets and while stopping him he fucking scratched my bf! Nb really cannot stand him.

Bf called his brother in law down to stop him together and we called the police. Fucking waste of my time for 20 mins wait for the police to come. I'm serious what if it's some major rapist case and u expect the victim to wait for the police patiently with the rape-er?????!???!!! This can't be true man... But anyway it is. We waited this long.

Blah blah blah, statements and everything. At the end, final conclusion if we still wanna pursue the matter i have to go back to the police station with him because he punched me and i kicked him so both of us were involved. Freaking waste of my time. Sigh fuck he looks fucking sorry towards the end he was trembling. I swear he's mentally unwell!! To the max!!!!!!!!! He said sorry and everything that it was his fault for pushing us/me in the very first place on the bus. Wtf he didn't even say that just now at all. He wasn't sorry AT ALL!!!!

But.

Well, forget it. I don't wanna go back to the station with him and get this shit hanging there for years. Was going to bf's place for last CNY reunion dinner anyway. So bf asked me and i decided to just let the matter rest. BUT I'M SERIOUS I WISH HE FUCKING DIES.

He broke my nail and it was bleeding on the bus. I have a bruise on my arm too. Fucking pervert. And my bf,

He got scratched like that!!! FUCKER!!!!!! Could u imagine a guy scratching this way!? Fuck him i wish he dies!!!!! x2

I'm serious i regretted for kicking him ~~only~~. I should have used ALL my force to give him one punch right in his face. I swear to god i wanna break his glasses and make him go blind. Bloody fucker. I swear my blood still boils talking about him!

Nb i was watching the Channel 8 CNY countdown programme last week they say "Monkey" this year will meet "gui-ren". (Meaning people whom do you good. Like assist u in one way or another) PUI CB THIS IS CALL GUI REN MEH? Fuck i wanna da-xiao-ren!!!!!!!!! Wanna curse and swear at him. FUCK U!!!!!!!! FUCKING SHORTIE NB CB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go and die la. Bless u'll never ever strike the toto of 11million FOREVER. Pui!!!

PS I got buy toto. First time got punched in my life. Should strike right??

K anyway 2 artistic pictures of myself. HEE HEE.

As good as painted. Impressive....

Last. FUCK YOU JERK!!!!

And anyway, according to the previous survey. 60% of my readers love me and 40% ask me to go away (Well that was my options for people to choose, dont know why am i so dumb put "I don't like u! Go away!") Anyway. I don't know why does people whom hates me visits my blog so often... Chuckles... Those whom loves me. I love u doubly much! :):)

Goodnight!!!

GO AND DIE LA CCB!!

Valentines

2011-02-15T06:56:00.000-08:00

My small curls for the day. Thinking it might look Taylor Swift. But no. More like Jiang Xiao Hua. If u did watch the wilber pan show u'll know. If u didn't then never mind.

Do i actually look better with straight of curly hair?

Ok this is how i spent my V day. First, we went to Mou's place.

Light sticks!!!! So beautiful.

In Mou's van

Picnic at Marina Barrage!

Breaking the light sticks!

Kite flying! :) First time seeing a kite right infront of me.

Mou's idea of putting light sticks into the plastic bag as a 'lamp'!

Two very happy girls.

Nice right! Reallly love them so much. So sad they only last one night.

When the bfs went to the car to take their things we did this for them!

We laughed at this photo non stop!! WE LOOK LIKE GHOSTS!!!

Jump shots!

Failed ones.

I'm really dead i think. Look at the light sticks through my legs:(

Love it when he piggy backs me!

Salsa? LOL

This is how i spent my awesome Valentines Day!

How was yours? :)

Happy Valentines Day to everyone and HIM!

2011-02-13T10:22:00.000-08:00

I think Valentines this year is really special. Because i awfully have someone special. I might not have known him for years, neither have i spent years with him, but the feeling of everything is just so freaking different! And i swear to god i've never felt this way ever before.

It's so simple like even having just a simple meal with me i feel really happy and contented. Or... Even seeing him the very next day makes me damn excited and couldn't get to sleep for the night. I'm sure this did not happen just because it has only been a few months. And i'm certain this will go on like this forever. Like i said, nobody has ever loved me this much! He hugs me and dry my tears when i am upset. Telling me he'll be there for me forever. When he said something minor and the petty me gets so agitated he gets anxious and starts coaxing me. Never stop calling me baby... I can be like one stupid b**** at times though. I like to ask him all sorts of questions about his ex girlfriend and then get so damn bothered by it for days. "Which ex-girlfriend you think is the prettiest?" Then when he answer me i'll be like PRETTY MEH? She looks like one malaysian ah lian!! I'm serious i believe i'm not the only girl in this world whom goes this crazy. Nevertheless i'm damn ashame of myself :(

He cares so much for me that it's more than you can ever imagine. But i'm not that bad ok i care for him alot either! And thanks to the Valentine's Day gift i got for him that i have to keep lying and lying to cover up the 'lie'. I have pictures of the gift and i didn't want him to see it. So i have to snatch it back. He asked me what am i hiding. I have to say NOTHING at first because i can't figure out what to say!! After a few minutes i decided to say it's a photo of a classmate. He mms me, asking me if his shirt is nice. (Ok i know it sounds quite stupid but i'm not exactly good at lying so i don't know what to say!) Thank god we didn't quarrel because of this. If not i'll burn the present away.

I think patience and trust are the most important keys to a happy relationship. I know i'm always very hot tempered and no matter how much i tell myself i will change i am always the same when some thing happens. I can say he's PERFECT. He has never ever made me worry. Have not gone drinking/clubbing without me. Has never caught him texting other girls. Or taking pictures with other girls. Has never lied to me. Love me genuinely so much that i don't think i can ever find another guy whom will be willing to do all these for me. He's not close to perfect but perfect. Completely perfect. I realized it's not the duration two person dates. You can date someone for years. But if it's not right means it will never be. You can preferably just date someone for months you know he's someone you can rely on and spend lifetimes with. This is the most magical thing about relationships.

And i'm very very very serious that i'll never love a second guy like this ever again. I swear to god i'll never ever love another person like this again!

Baby, Happy Valentine's Day to U! And thanks for the gift u got me! Hugs...

I still don't understand why is clubbing fun

2011-02-12T00:26:00.000-08:00

Went Zirca with Ming tak and Chrystal. Was looking forward because it's to just purely catch up with them and have some fun. But honestly there's no fun at all. I don't like clubbing! I'm serious clubbing is so not my style. I always thought it might be because i'm always 'sleeping beauty' and i'm always tired when it comes to 1am. HOW TO HAVE NIGHT LIFE? Or probably it was because i was underage precisely although there were underage parties and private events but i've never been to one. Now i finally know why.

It's not fun at all!!! I hate Zirca's music. But there were hell loads of eurasians yesterday. I meant it. HELL loads of them. They look damn Zac Efron/Justin Bieber. I was totally surrounded by them last night. I danced with one eurasian lady non stop. But i left the guys alone. One cutie put his cap on my head and end up i 'kup' back to his head i think he felt quite dejected. Some freaking ass asked me if i'm Nicole Wong and is my dad Terry Wong or something. WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY? -.-

And i meant it i saw this china-looking girl pushing her ass to one 'Zac Efron''s dick. I saw the WHOLE OF HER PANTY. Nevertheless so not appealing. I don't like to discriminate people la! But when it's clubbing i just can't help it.

So,

I'm really not a clubbing person.

So people u guys can definitely give up asking me to go club. To me it's hell boring i'd rather sleep at home.

Nevertheless had quite abit of fun because it was with Ming tak and Chrystal! Love the both of them hell loads! And met up with baby after that because that silly boyfriend of mine insisted on seeing me home. Poor thing he got worried the whole damn night. Hugs....*

I'm back!!

2011-02-10T08:33:00.000-08:00

Had an awesome day with bf as usual today. And i quarrelled with my mum at home when he's around. FIRST time we quarrelled so badly in front of others. I cried and end up we have to delay 2 hours going out because my make up smudge like nobody's business and that sweet heart has been drying my tears over and over again. Ok i shall hereby promise i'll be less hot tempered to everyone and everything around me!!

Went to Jp, hoping to eat DIN DAI FUNG. Was so excited throughout the whole journey and guess what. They were closed at 3.30pm for dinner and dance!! So annoyed! What D&D?! It should be dine and dine. Was mad disappointed but changed to japanese cusine. And yuck i do not like Ichiban sushi at all. I feel so much more comfortable with Sakae Sushi. It was so dark inside it feels so jungle.

Deciding what to eat. "Hoping to find xiaolongbao from the menu"

He looks like he's chewing but the food wasn't here yet.......... LOL

I don't know why does he always like to choose 'Curry rice' or noodles at a Japanese cusine dine out.

I use to think it's quite gross but it 's actually kinda really nice!! LOOK AT THE EGGS!! GROSS RIGHT.

BALLS!!!

Was shoppign for a soccer ball for my brother. Thought the black one looks pretty nice. But he chose the green one. He was so elated when we got home. We were as happy! :)

Zirca with Mingtak and Chrystal tomorrow. Mad looking forward. It has been damn long since the 3 of us gather together and do stupid things!! I am mad looking forward!!! :)

Ok goona turn in soon. Good night people!

2011-02-09T10:24:00.000-08:00

I freaking love this 2 photos of his!!

BABY I"M SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU :) Hugs*

Went Orchard with my dearest Chrystal! Omg i walked till my legs turned sour.

Bumped into Jordan! Mad happy to see him!!

Bf sent me to work, On my way to work.

Goona dye my hair black again soon! Mad tired.... Goodnight!

2011-02-08T05:35:00.000-08:00

I love my bf to the max! :)

Although u are too sensitive and possessive at times but i know you love me more than anything else on earth! I love u too!!

The best part of CNY

2011-02-07T22:19:00.000-08:00

Cny day 4! Went to many places to bai nian in a day! 4 different places! Kaikin's dad shop, mou's place, junjun's place and lastly bf's place for steam boat!! Really had fun although it's pretty tiring having to travel all over singapore..

Mou's place.

Setting up the camera for 'class photo'.

Three different countries! Singapore, China, Thailand!

In mou's van..

CLASS PHOTO1

Not ready shot 1

Smile 1

Fun photo 1Monkeys at JunJun's place!

Our first monkey loser.

Her place at Habourfront Carribean is so nice! 3 storeys..

Steamboat at bf's place!

Me me me and me.

The best CNY I ever had! :) What about you?

My holidays

2011-02-05T11:17:00.000-08:00

I feel like i'm having holidays! Oh wait i am.. Meanwhile while waiting for my results i'm enjoying my holidays TTM!! And definitely loving it. Free from work and studies... But everything will end next week! Am working everyday. Ok let's talk about these couple of days. It's 3am plus now and my hair is dripped wet because i just bathed. Just reached home from a midnight movie @ vivo with baby and his friends. OMG i love them so fking much!! I just think it feels so nice and warmth when people and people can click just within months... No wonder we are all human-beings.

Tomorrow is probably like the last day of CNY since work and studies starts for everyone on Monday. Tomorrow is gonna be another long day. Going to bf's best friends' place to bai nian! And back to his place for steamboat tomorrow. HAPPY TTM!! (I actually hate using the word 'ttm' ttm but honestly i just can't help it but explain how i feel THIS way! I'm this elated... Although i hate CNY but i swear this is awesome. I've not gone out for CNY for movies ever before and now i know how hard is it to get ticket on CNY days and how tiring is it to watch movies when the screen is so near to you!! Sucks! Anyway i watched 'Homecoming'. Highly recommended! It's pretty awesome. Love Mark Lee's hongkong accccccccccent.

And i'm very serious about every single part what i don't like about CNY.

BECAUSE.
U get the sad-depression feeling just because you used to be damn bloody excited about it when you were young. 10 thousand times more excited than xmas but after 15 you just realized it's another day whereby Singapore turns into a club. (Crowds everywhere)

Zirca next week with Chrystal and Mingtak! MAD EXCITED TO SEE THEM.

I'm such a happy glutton-on-diet.

:)

I don't like chinese new year

2011-02-04T22:06:00.000-08:00

I don't like CNY! Don't ask me why i just hate it. But anyway i still took alot of photos... Only for day 1. Day 2 and 3 no photos.

My childhood cousins i grew up with! The one next to me holding my shoulders with babaric fingers is my brother. YOUNGER brother.

Connie!

My nephew. He's mad cute he kept taking the nuts thinking they are chocolate...

Mother's side. Chloe with her little cheongsam.
I look mad ugly so i have to blur it. But i've never realized i'm this tall LOL

My 2nd bf!

Chloe's mummy Shan shan I'm serious although she's mad annoying at times but she's kinda cute. She scratched me thrice!! On cny day 1!! Feel like BBQ-ing her sometimes.

I look so tanned here.

Won't be updating so much without my camera! Pftt. I'll update again with my camera!: (

I really hate CNY especially this year when nothing goes right! Nothing!!!!!!

I wanna change my hairstyle! i want my fringe to grow long, center parting dye it black!

Kinds of people you dread bumping into in the train.

2011-02-02T09:50:00.000-08:00

01. Bangalas

They always think that they smell great and obviously it's a wrong perception. I AM VERY biased against people with body odour because i am very sensitive to smells. Hey hey black it's ok if you stink but i really wonder why can't you just put your ARMS down?!?!?! What's the point of holding for support at the HIGHEST peak of the pole? This is not contest (see who can put your arms to the highest PUT IT DOWN). And stop leaning on the pole for support. We would love to hold the pole without you stench and without your back leaning against the pole that we have to accidentally touch it and stop showing us a satisfied face when we OBVIOUSLY ACCIDENTALLY touched you. We definitely have no intentions in our mind other than pushing you out of the train and to the track.

Annoying meter: 8/10
Wooo hooo have a smelly ride.

02. Youngsters whom plugged in their world of techno and living completely in the own world.

MIND YOU YOU ARE IN THE TRAIN! A TRAIN! With old folks, nerds, kids and definitely without people whom hate techno (like me). We don't wish to share your music! Stop looking at us giving that "Omg why are they all looking at me" face when your music sucks to the core and you are forcing everyone to listen and rock to the beat with you. NO HELL NO WE ARE NOT INTERESTED. Plug out and listen to it yourself.

Annoying meter: 7/10
Have a blast in your ears.

03. Malaysian make up-boutique-sales-girl whom can't stop looking at you from head to toe.

Stop looking at me i know i have a brighter future there you right here in Singapore. MADE IN SINGAPORE. I am not biased against malaysians! Or sales girls! But the combination of both of them is just... Plain madness of stares. I don't know why they like to look at you in full black (their uniform but not the classy Chanel/Dior ones) carrying a pasa malam bag with another BA GUA plastic bag (supposely to put their shoes) looking at you non stop without even blinking their eyes. I am quite sure they are staring because they want to know what kind of make up you are using. They must be damn envious...

Annoying meter: 9/10
I'm sorry i hate stares.

04. China.
A-huh! I don't think i need to elaborate on this. They just love to stare. It makes me recall about one Chinese New Year last year! Two years ago! I was in the train. With curly curly brown perms thinking i look like a doll more than a poodle. On the train, met his China man whom can't stop staring at smiling DISGUSTINGLY at me. Mad irritated, glared back at him. He started talking to me in between the pole. Asked me why CNY i never go back to my home town. Fuck you this is my home town! You should scram all the way back to yours!!! Why leave your brain at China and come to singapore i don't understand... And FUCK those china sluts. K fine i'm just TOO agitate as always when it comes to them.

Annoying meter: 10/10
I hate China sluts.

05. Your friends.
The awkward scene of bumping into them but have got nothing to say yet gotta stand beside each other. Always starts off with "EH! Hello! Where u going? -Orchard. Ah i see....." SILENCE. Completely awkward. Play it off better by plugging into your mp3 or pretend to text/call out.

Annoying meter: 2/10
You just wish you were alone.

06. Your ex.
People often say there is a reason why he is your ex and did not make it to today with you. Of course there are reasons which you dread to talk about it at times further more bumping into him. With his girlfriend lagi worst... U should be thinking. "His taste detolerated!" Or... Damn she's so much hotter. Or, omg are they heading to the same mall we always used to go? Anyway it's none of your business because it is your EX. Stop living in the past even if you bump right into him.

Annoying meter: 5/10
Spoils your day.

07. Random-shoppers.
Nice printer! Nice shoe rack... Omg i'm serious i love your bamboo plant for the upcoming CNY! I'm just kidding. Hey hey your plant's stem is hitting on me!! Take a cab. Don't save money like this!! Please!! Take a taxi!!! Or send your big buy for delivery!

Annoying meter: 4/10
Those are just decos for trains.

08. Business women looking really HAO LIAN.
Nice OL suit with un-matching pair of heels. Nice fake looking gucci tote. Wow love your hair! But poor thing you looked so drenched!

Fuck hao lian OL(s). Always think they are very classy and rich. Ya please stop snatching seats or spaces with us students whom have every right to take out our ezlink, tap and squeeze into the train! For someone so branded like you, Opps we were expecting a BMW, at least.

Annoying meter: 8/10
Shoo...

LAST. Of course. We all hate perverts on the train. I've met thrice! Been molested once! Why do sickos want to take trains? Go club la! Everybody will be too tipsy to realize u molested them. Not in the train. No DJ, no flickering lights, no loud music to cover up screams. Go get a life.

PS Taking trains can really be a chore.

My weekends (in pictures)

2011-01-30T11:08:00.000-08:00

He said want to bathe for 5 hours still did not. End up wrapping my neck with the towel.

Guitar!

Urgh...

Finally meet up with Jordan again! :)

Playing caps with his brother...

Another fulfilling weekend.

2011-01-29T21:18:00.001-08:00

Chey who says i don't know anything about streetwear? I absolutely do!

PS: Just that i don't display it on myself!

I WANT TO EAT DIN TAI FENG!!!

2011-01-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

Zomg the juice!!

Omg!! Rainbow xlb!!! (Xiao long bao)

I'm craving for these for damn long already!! :( Next week!

Going Thailand in a few month's time! Can't wait!! I'm gonna be back with hell loads of bikini(s) and uniforms of 10 years' supply for halloween! :) I wanna buy alot alot of acid-wash clothes! I'm damn excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm freaking motivated to go gyming and swimming full time after CNY! Anybody wants to join me? But i think i'll use one tube of sunblock a day. LOL i don't like the sun! I'm freaking motivated to swim but i have to go get my swim suit because my protective ~~obsessive~~ adorable boyfriend does not like me to go swimming in bikinis!! Ok i kinda understand why because there is never once i can go swimming and go home safely without being proached. I really think guys these days are just along the pool waiting for victims! Unless someone has a private pool to invite me over.... Hee..

K gotta study my last paper. And happily wait for money to start rolling in (CNY). Hugs!

The air stewardess truth

2011-01-28T03:32:00.000-08:00

Although the title sounds like it's full of originality but no i found it on google news and it just caught my attention so i decided to share it here.

“Your senior would force you to smoke, drink and even sleep with them. If you didn’t comply, they would make your life hell.”

“A colleague of mine was terrified because the head steward wouldn’t stop knocking on her hotel door in the middle of the night. When she didn’t respond, he taunted her in front of everyone the next morning. It got so bad that she cried every single day.”

“She felt dirty every time she put on her uniform so she quit her job.”

These are just some examples of the many traumatic experiences female flight attendants have suffered in their line of work.

In a newly published book, a flight-attendant-turned-writer recounts her own air horror tales with a liberal dose of humour, even though things were far from funny back then. And the title doesn’t get any more appropriate — Madness Aboard! Welcome to Plane Insanity.

“It (sexual harassment) was so prevalent that you can ask any stewardess who worked at the time and they will tell you the same stories,” says 40-year-old Yvonne Lee, who left the aviation industry in 1995 after six years.

She tells Malaysian daily The Star of how a chief steward called “Joe Square Jaw” had attempted to make a move on her in the cargo hold.

“I felt a strange erected pressure against the small of my back. If I remember correctly, it was the same kind of pressure I had felt when I was among the sardine-packed commuters on a bullet train in Tokyo,” wrote Lee.

“Some Japanese pervert had jacked up against my butt. Then it quickly occurred to me that this was no bullet train but a deserted cargo hold where only one other person existed! Joe Square Jaw!”

Insanity indeed.

A UK report entitled ‘Sexual harassment culture shatters illusion of high life‘ shows that in a survey of 2,000 women who worked for a national airline, more than one in five said they had suffered sexual harassment from passengers.

Apparently, male members of the crew pose an even greater threat. Almost half of the women said they had had to put up with offensive remarks or lewd behaviour by colleagues or superiors.

And the easiest prey? “Rookie stewardesses,” as Lee calls it.

“It was as if it was a time before modern civilisation and the stewardesses were viewed like cattle stock. Whether pilots, stewards or passengers, they ogled at a newbie like she was a walking piece of prime steak, a Chateaubriand with a chignon and in heels…. It was demeaning.”

So why do flight attendants make such appealing targets for sexual harassment?

The International Transport Workers’ Federation (ITF) points the finger at advertising.

“There’s not an airline out there that hasn’t at some time sought to exploit the notion that air travel includes being served by a physically attractive hostess,” states the ITF report.

The Star gave the example of Singapore International Airlines (SIA)’s “Singapore Girls” — so famous that a reproduction of “the girl” became the first commercial icon to be placed in Madame Tussaud‘s waxworks museum in London in 1993.

“Gorgeous air stewardesses…I think a majority of passengers have come to expect that,” agrees flight attendant Max Foo, 26. “In fact, I have friends who said they preferred Asian airlines compared to Western ones because the latter were full of old, matronly women.”

Fussy much? Try the demanding male passengers, or those who had a little too much to drink, or both.

“A male passenger touched my behind. I told him, you do that again and I will slap you,” says a stewardess in a report complied by the ITF.

“I asked the other passengers to be my witness to his behaviour and, in the end, I had to slap him. Of course, sometimes you’re afraid you might lose your job.”

Says senior flight attendant Annie Teo, 46, “It’s as if normal rules don’t apply when you’re 40,000ft (12,192m) in the air. This problem is further exacerbated during the layover period, when you’re in a foreign land with co-workers who are virtual strangers. There was a lot of hard partying going on.”

These cases may not make newspaper headlines, but word gets around on who the top predators are, says Teo.

“We have an unofficial list of our own,” she adds. “There’s a Top Five Captains List and a Top Five Supervisors List. We’re very cautious with those who make the list.”

While Teo admits that things have somewhat improved since the implementation of more stringent laws governing sexual harassment at the workplace, the working conditions are still far from desired.

“It’s still normal for a male captain or steward to refer to a stewardess as a ‘crew meal’, meaning that she’s an easy lay,” says Teo. “That’s the first thing they look out for in a flight — a stewardess that they can makan (“eat”) and pass on to their colleagues. They think it’s funny.”

And the worst part? The same sexual predators who were around 10 years ago are still around today.

“The supervisor who raped my friend is still working, even though he has amassed a string of cases over the years,” reveals Teo. “He even got promoted recently. I think it’s because he has strong ties with the human resources department.”

There are reasons why such cases go unreported.

“Usually, we’re advised to lodge a complaint in the office instead of taking matters to the police,” she says. “If the victim does this, however, the office would require both her and her perpetrator to be present for an investigation. What if the perpetrator isn’t penalised for his actions and decides to make her pay for what she’s done?”

It seems that male flight attendants are not left out of the nasty game either. What makes it worse is that the airline companies do not take such matters seriously, says Max Foo.

“I’ve lost count of how many times another male colleague had tried to grope or rub against me,” he says. “I was bemused at first, but now I’m just angry.”

“In class, they teach the girls some basic precautionary measures they can use to avoid salacious advances but, when it comes to the men, we’re usually on our own. Management makes a big joke out of it (homosexuality).”

“At the end of the day, we’re just normal human beings,” adds Foo.

“Most of us just want to make a decent living and go back to our families.”

Hmmm... Interesting right. Air stewardess...

I love Zodiacs

2011-01-26T08:11:00.000-08:00

Virgo.

Virgos are known to be very detail oriented, practical and intelligent. Virgos love order in every aspect of their lives, and when something is not the way it should be, they will usually get upset or irritated. Many people under this zodiac are perfectionists.

At heart Virgo person is modest and humble and rarely enjoys being in the center of attention. Their analytical mind allows them to see every situation from many angles and usually makes them good advisors. At times however these individuals can be very criticizing and not easy going, as they will want everything to be done perfectly, just the way they like it. Many Virgos are also quite conservative, but that is only because they prefer to play safe and dislike taking big risks. It is a common trait for Virgo individuals to have preference towards natural and pure things, and most of them are also very hygienic and health-aware.

Virgos usually like helping people and playing an important supporting role, however rarely do they want to become leaders or take the driver’s seat. Virgo person is often very self-criticizing and doesn’t give himself/herself enough credit. However with a little bit more self confidence it is possible to overcome those vices. Because Virgo is very responsible and loyal, they usually make very valuable workers.

Although on the outside Virgo person might look cool and content, on the inside he is warm and caring, however not everybody gets to see that side, and only If you deserved it will Virgo let you see it.

How to seduce Virgo?
Virgos are all about order and cleanliness, so appeal to those traits if you want them to like you.
•Be neat, clean, and dress well
•Be down to earth and rational
•Be honest and straight forward

The following is what you should not do, if you want a Virgo person to like you:
•Be arrogant and vulgar
•Look unhealthy or even worse contagious
•Act dumb and make fart jokes

Love traits
•Very loyal
•Can be possessive, but it’s only because they are scared to lose their loved one
•Very traditional and normally dislikes any frivolous relationships
•Likes security and consistency in a relationship
•Not very good in showing their feelings
•Their love is strong

Drinking style
Brainy Virgos are compelled to impose order onto their bender. Their famously fussy quest for purity could lead to drinking less than other signs, sure - but it could also lead to sucking down organic wine or just to brand loyalty. They rarely get fully shellacked - but, oh, when they do! Virgo's controlled by the intellect, but there's an unbridled beast lurking within, and they let it loose when walloped. It's dead sexy (and surprisingly unsloppy). As one Virgo used to declare, "I'm going to drink myself into a low level of intelligence tonight." A toast to the subgenius IQ!

Taurus. (MY VERY LOVABLE BF)

Taurus is a patient, consistent and capable of tremendous devotion. The ability to follow through and stick with things is one of Taurus’s greatest assets.

These individuals have a very practical outlook on life and are materialists for the most part. If Taurus person is motivated and given goals they can work long and persistently, however if there are no such goals Bull can be extremely lazy and get too involved enjoying life, forgetting about everything else.

Overall Bull’s needs are simple and are easy to fulfill. Taurus person has a strong desire for security, stability, and peace, and hates sudden changes. They are not very demanding emotionally, however they do like to get touchy. Taurus individuals also often make an excellent parent.

This sun sign is also known for extreme stubbornness. This means that Taurus people are often unwilling to deviate from their safe, predictable ways. They also tend to always insist upon realism and often lack the ability to open up their mind to new ideas.

How to seduce Taurus? (Omg i have it all LOL)
•Nice perfume
•Be dependable and maybe a little touchy
•Be honest and hide no secrets
The following is what you should NOT do, if you want a Taurus person to like you:
•Push them to do something
•Be gross
•Be too unpredictable or crazy (I am crazy though...)

Love traits
•Tend to get extremely possessive, but also utterly loyal (Love!!)
•Love to be pampered
•Very caring towards their loved one
•Trustworthy
•Prefer serious relationships (LIKE LIKE LIKE!!!)

Drinking style
Taurus person is a sensible drinker and will take it slow and easy to finish each drink. However when he/she does get drunk, it goes pretty ugly, as the Bull will start getting gross and clumsy. In such a case it’s best to put him/her on a couch with someone who enjoys hearing fart jokes. Another thing to do with a drunken Taurus is bring him/her to a karaoke – satisfaction guaranteed.

So true la!!!

Old school

2011-01-25T19:51:00.000-08:00

Last night at 1am i couldn't sleep so i decided to ransack my drawers and look for some old school stuffs and have some recollection about the past. Because i always feel that time flies and now i'm 19! I think soon i'll be 25. My dear boyfriend still cannot believe he's 25 this year. U are my dear.

So was packing my stuff found all the stupid things that made me finally realized i've grown up.

Ok so it's all about secondary school. To make u guys have abit of FEEL i uploaded my secondary school picture with Chrystal. I think we were secondary 4 back and obviously in the toilet.

Ok while packing my stuffs i finally realized why my mum always say i have got 10 heads. I'M SO SPOILT!! I have so many crappy hair accessories that i have never ever put on! Because i actually do not like having anything on my head. It doesn't suits me... Probably it's because i look kinda matured and i don't suit sweet sweet stuffs. BUT... I am still spoilt :( Not by my parents ok! Nothing was from them. It's ALL FROM MYSELF!

I realized i like to have alot of repeating stuffs. Same pattern, different color!!!

My juicy couture wallet!

Shades...

SEE! Same design different colors. I think i have another pink one. (K i'm super in love with this ribbon series from Korea!) Not cheap k! Those bands cost about $6.90 each.

My favourite kind of bands! Although i don't tie my hand much but anyway, $10.90 each.

Same ribbon series of half-tied clips! $9.90 each i think...

Same things in different colors again :( The diamond star cost me $19.90 each!!!

Once again, bling bling.

My forever 21 ear rings which i've only wore once when was on the day i bought it itself!!

My biggest found among everything was this necklace from my parents!

I have necklaces from Lee Hwa, Sk and Chomel but they are all not even comparable to what my parents gave me a few years back. Well, because they actually do not buy things for me often. Maybe once every few years so sometimes it's really hard for me to find things they bought for me in the house. So once i find it i cherish it alot. Besides! I love necklaces like this! It's the chinese Zodiac thing so there's a monkey inside which will turn and turn non stop when u shake it. Mad cute! I'll wear it even if it looks or biang i promise!

And then definitely necklaces that strangles u and are as long as to the ground were damn in trend.

Hey girls!! I'm sure every girl has this when she was in her teenage days. CONFIRM... It was such a trandy-wannabe trend!

My first warning for caught smoking when i was.. 16. Thanks to the stupid teeko indian.

Always like to do this art with Ming Tak and Chrystal! Baby let's go do it someday!!!

This totally makes me think of my bf!!! :)

Clips that i bought for Chloe. Passed alot of the hello kitty to her left this one. Decided to keep it for my own daughter as antique!! Love the purple. So sweet right?!?!?!

Yuck laugh all the way you want. I was.. 14 whereby piercings were damn cool. Miss my tongue piercing!!

Kewei!!!!!! (When i was 14 too) Have not seen her for years. Amen i'm seeing Wenye soon after Chinese New Yr. Can't freaking wait!

This is damn classic! From Jun Ming!! Upon packing all my stuffs i realized i have quite many things from him...

Weird looking BIG mirrors...

I dont know what u call this monkey but i used to like it alot! I have it's keychain, mirror, piggybank, stickers...

Red like ang pow handphone charm. It's like hanging fire cackers on your phone.

Dandan! Evolved from the yellow thing! Surprise in a surprise! So cute!!

Note pad from Yan Wei. She's such a sweetie. Got her call a few weeks back. Shall meet up with her soon after CNY too..

My super YOYO

I counted i have 14 pencil cases :( But i didn't even do well for my o levels WTF.

My 2 favourite ones!

Cool right the lights! U can change the picture inside! But of course you have to take it to the shop. Shall bring it down someday to change it to a photo of me and bf!

Found this. This is the ONLY neoprint i like when i was 14. At least i'm not so UGLY as compared.

Ok gotta study already!

Have a pleasant Wed guys! :) Chinese New Year is coming soon... Woo hoooo...

I'm tired of retweeting

2011-01-25T06:46:00.000-08:00

If Facebook ever shut down, you'd see people aimlessly walking round streets, scribbling on walls, and poking each other.

90 people have Swine Flu, & everyone wants to wear a mask. A million people have AIDS, & nobody wants to wear a condom.

Smart man + smart woman = romance. Smart man + dumb woman = affair. Dumb man + smart woman = marriage. Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy.

I cannot predict the FUTURE. I cannot change the PAST. I have just the PRESENT moment. I must treat it as my LAST.

I cheated on my fears, broke up with my doubts, got engaged with faith, and now I'm marrying my dreams. - @TheLifeDiary

Exams Are Like Girlfriends: - Too Many Questions - Difficult To Understand - More Explanation Is Needed - Result Is Always Fail!

FuckingFacts If a boy ℒℴѵℯ a Girl more than ╚» FOOTBALL: than its true ℒℴѵℯ. #fuckingfacts

FuckingFacts When a guy stares at you for long period of time, he wishes you were his. #fuckingfacts

funnyorfact Boy break your heart, Man pick up the pieces. #funnyorfact

Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place. #funnyorfact

Ok i'm certain about my 2kg loss

2011-01-24T08:00:00.000-08:00

Bf told me i still looked the same compared to last week. Only a LITTLE bit slimmer. How can it be?! I only ate one meal for 3 days just to slim down k. Yes i can just slim down and gain weight in a few days' time! Don't know if i should hate or love my metabolism.. Anyway saw Alson at Imm today at work as usual. He said he looked skinnier (AGAIN). K but when this comes from him it's never a compliment because he'll always tell me i look so out of shape when i slim down. And this time round he told me i became so skinny till i got 'no shape'!!! Eh what no shape! Don't anyhow say!!! :(

I'm ok with the exam paper today. Quite satisfied with myself. Hope i won't fail!! Damn tired these days... It's only 12.18am and i'm starting to feel sleepy already!!!!

Hahahhaah my cup for bf! He's my pig!!
Can't stop taking pictures of my no-longer-so-chubby face!

Omg i swear not eating helps. It's really worth it i'm happy with my jawline!! (K i kept sounding as though i did a face job) I DID NOT! But i will do if i'm sponsored..

Bought these! So cute!!

Ok gonna sleep soon! Miss jibby and everyone :(

Goodnight!!

Mango pictures from Jibby

2011-01-23T18:53:00.000-08:00

OK I LOVE THIS PICTURE DOWNRIGHT ALOT.

Ya still sober but trying very hard to look sexy.

That night i kept doing cock eye! ANd yes only one of my eye moves in i don't know why man..

Omg miss that night! Now i have less than 3 hours to my paper. Gotta mug liao!!